POEMS I NEVER UPLOAD 2

 " And it scares me to think that a day will come that i'll 
look at you and not feel a thing, that those eyes won't be 
so familiar, that your smile won't pill the strings of this
broken heart. But that is the very problem, that my 
heart was meant to be broken by you, not settled in you.
It scares me to think one day someone will replace 
you and makes me smile and i'll be happy with her.
To think that you'll become nothing more than a memory
somewhere in the past
It scares me to think that i'll think of love and your
name won't be carved in my heart. Because although
loving you is my destruction, it's my comfort. So let me
hold onto you for a moment longer and feel the feeling
of not just loving, but loving you "

" No amount of time can answer the things buried deep
within me, lost somewhere in the broken parts of my world
Left like a chapter tucked away in the walls of my heart,
never to opened again. Never to be answered . Just there to stay
and  forever be reminder of this love
The kind that never surfaced, the kind that
took a apart of me down with her . 
A part no longer mine and no longer hers .
just like the buried things
lost somewhere in the forever "

" If this is all we were meant to be , then let me at least
make you one beautiful story. I will write about
you until the end of my time, and you will inspire the
words within me that touch all lives around. And
although no one will know of your beautiful face, they
will know of your beautiful soul. The world will know
the things about you that you never saw in yourself and
i promise that i will search my whole life to fit you into
words and into a story . For you are something beyond
that, you are the greatest love story inside a broken human
And i have finally made sense of what we are
meant to be. 

I am a writer after all, and you are my greatest story"

" In another life
i write homes for you
on the pages of our days
in another life
we travel enough
to fill libraries for generations"

" sometimes i find you
as a lamp post
on the street corner
of  my mind

a fixture on the road
i used to call home "

- ALASKA AWMA