IN CASE YOU NEED THIS

 Maybe time will heal the pain of that person gone. Those late night phone calls and warm cuddles will eventually become faint memories of another existence. There may come a day when you have to strain and remember the sound of the laughter that you would once do anything to hear, but their smile , my goodness, their smile will always remain engraved in your mind; it's hard to forget a smile that had so much power over how you, yourself, felt. But being the reason for that smile will no longer feel like the grandest honor because causing your own smile has become more important. You'll lose sense of how it felt when they traced their hands along your back and laced their hands in yours. The high from their texts will subside and you'll find yourself moving on . Your heart won't feel as heavy and you'll become used to the notion of life without them. It's not because you no longer care for them but because they can't appreciate all that you are. Getting over them won't be easy but here's to a season of progression and recognition of self worth. Time will continue to piece our hearts back together and gravitate us away from the uncertainties of their " maybes " . We will grow apart from what once an advance into what will serves us now. 

Take care of yourself and your needs; drink water, eat healthy, take time to enjoy baths, facemasks, sunsets and unforgettable nights with the people you love in which you're laughing and singing in the car during the wee hours of the morning . Although you deserve that fulfilling job, don't force it upon yourself to know everything. The world is full of mysteries and no one truly has it 100% together . So enjoy everyday as if you were your last and squeeze all of life's juice out while you still have the chance. It may seem irresponsible , irrational even , to rely on spontaneity to guide us through life, but life is a mess as it is so just do anything that makes you happy, you'll be thankful you did, i promise .

" Let's go for a long drive with the windows down. Let's listen to old classic 90's and talk about this wild thing called ' life ' until we end up somewhere beautiful " - Alaska Awma