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 Its paradoxical how you claim to love yourself but commits to actions. People, and temptations that reveal otherwise. You allow the fear of your uncontrollable anxiety to project into anger instead of being kind to yourself in your vulnerability. You look mistakes and forgive effortlessly, desensitizing yourself of what should have been felt as pain. You sabotage yourself when it comes to your goals by not working to your potential, proving your doubtful side right. Maybe some comfort can be found in the fact that all of us are fighting some kind of inner battles against our own selves: against the one person that should be the peace of home we could safely come back to after the chaos of another day

You attract the energy you put out . Dont be afraid when your permissiveness allows for people who are characterized by the chaos to wrap you up in the whirlwind of confusion and emotional disruption .Dont mistaken the acceptance of flaws with the act of falling in love with red flags, stop permitting intolerable, hurtful, inconsistent behavior. Someone who consciously strums your heartstrings in such a careless way doesnt love you like they claim to